Confession

It has been a long period since we stay apart. Few questions have been playing nakedly in my mind for months.

"Will You blame me for what I did?"
"Did I make a wise choice after all?"
"What is the actual reason which lies beneath in You?"

If You feel like confess to me, please do so, and go ahead as I ever wish you can.
Those people who desire to see you to turn into a new leaf are either me, Your family or Your close friends, and we really mean it. If my writing seems to no evil, forget about everything, then.
I attempted in seeking for a reason to forgive You, however, can you make sense over it?

A friend asked: "Have you had a sense of regretting? Still in the mood for the relationship?"
I'm losing my mind for searching for the exact answer. The questions which thrown by my friend has caused my mood turned upside down. I consoled and stopped myself from an over-thought, and it helps, perhaps??

Jes