the changes of my life because of U

without U, my life is messed;
without U, my life is totally a lost;
without U, i hardly be myself;
without U, everyday is a rainy day;
without U, i sleep earlier than i always do;
without U, i hide my tears underneath my blanket;
without U, ending up loneliness stay up with me;
without U, the world does not belongs to me;
without U, my life became meaningless;
without U, i have no one to turn to when i'm down;
without U, i couldn't spell "tomorrow";
without U, i'm afraid of bedtime, overnight made me swollen eyes.

i stare at the ceiling every night, thinking of U every minutes and every seconds, by using my swollen eyes.
wondering how do you feel now?
i gave you everything that i could,
as you became the meaning of my life,
everything & everything is because....
because U took my heart away....

Life without U,
Jesyca