mixed

Finally....i'm a step closer to a working adult, good news announcing that I've completed my study, yea...Degree study. At this moment I'm still waiting for the release of my results, absolutely I hope that I can get it all pass and kick start with my working life.

Human being is unique, especially if we were to compare between genders, a female and a male. Female, who are keen on expressing out themselves externally, they love sharing, caring and they will be speaking up their minds no matter they are upset or in cloud nine. Probably at times they prefer nagging, raving....just as simple as puking out tons of their thoughts, all and all they need is that someone lay back comfortably and listen to them. However, male who are not keen on expressing themselves, instead they prefer locking up their thoughts in their deepest heart without letting anyone to reveal their secret. Sharing is meaningless, that's what agreed by most of the males.

My mood swings, ups and downs just like a roller coaster, I couldn't help myself but just forced to stay on it. I'm too emotional to judge, to calm myself. A minute ago I was laughing out loud and a minute later; I might be crying helplessly. You might be questioning whether am I insane yet? No, I'm fine....just like any ordinary girl, all I need is only your concentration of listening to what I am or I will be saying. Simple tho?

All the above are just from my point of view. No hard-feeling and it doesn't represent anyone's stand. :)

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Good start with tree planting project

You might be worrying that my blog will started to shift more towards to Leo events than my own thoughts. Nah....sit back and relax, I will still be writing on my thoughts, with exception that it will not oppose anyone who are reading.

First of all, please allow me to share this great news around.... My new club is on the news!!!

THE newly formed Leo Club of Penang Metropolitan District 308 B2 kick started its programmes by planting 23 trees at the St Nicholas Home.

Its charter president Jesyca Leong, 22, said that it was the club’s way of showing that it cared for the environment.

“Since the formation of the club, we want to take the opportunity to leave a ‘positive mark’ somewhere and what better way to do that than to make the earth a greener and cooler place.

“The 23 Agarwood trees were donated by kind and generous individuals and also the Lions Club,” she said.

Green effort: Leong (right) and Lion Club International District 308 B2 Region 1 chairperson William Lim Kok Peng planting a tree at the St Nicholas Home, Penang

The recent event also saw the installation of 12 members of the board of directors in their respective posts, such as charter pre-sident, vice president, secretary and trea-surer.

Present to launch the event was Tanjung Bungah assemblyman Teh Yee Cheu.

(16th August 2011, http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2011/8/16/north/9254442&sec=North)

Will be writing more.... stay tuned ^^

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Process of Learning

Firstly, please do not take everything for granted!!! Process is still proceeding as we grow, day by day, year by year and occasion by occasion. Process is a must, as well as a path for us to grow maturity, catch up and be stronger than before. Question: Am I a failure in certain area??? I'd have my palm on heart and say it loud, "I'm good but still I can do better than this!"

Friendship...we are all surrounded by friends, which mean for those whom either you knew them or you did not, they are considered as your friend, at least, a hi-bye friend? I'm keen on making new friends, especially those across the boundary, which I am really proud of myself, frankly. =)

However, certain friendship will not be lasting...things just carry on that way, I'm not bothered to change anything or advise anything.... As if that friendship worth it, I might consider doing so.

Bravery...I wished that I can conquer my level of bravery in future. Receiving feedback commenting that I was brave in making certain decisions and I gained their respect. I must thank to those who commented, I know who you are. =) However, for things which I am very clear with or should I say as I am confident with, I will be very brave, even braver than other. If I were to put into a black box loaded with questions mark, as you know, lacking of confidence might degraded you and ended up things got done in a lousy and timid way. Let's take up that processes and challenges and paint it into another colorful piece of artwork, shall we?

Supporters are there, I know who you are. =) I'm just blog to cool myself. I hope that whenever I read this entry in the future, or for those who read it, may get the courage and braveness to keep your life going on, get fully re-charged whenever you are feeling down or lack of confident. =)

Let's work it out together!!! =)

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Everything fingers crossed

Kicking start it off with a simple Hi to all of you! I'm not going to explain further for my missing-in-action (MIA) for a few months as I will keep on throwing tons of excuses and bet they'll gonna bored you till the maximum. =)



Still, I'm furthering my study, estimating that I will be graduating end of this year, praying hard for everything went on smoothly (fingers crossed). Just like everyone else, first thing first, definitely I will get myself a job, this is what we called as life cycle isn't it, agree?

Realizing that I'm slowly growing towards the superstitious mindset, whenever obstacles occur, obviously I'll put the blame on the bad year of my zodiac. Who knows how many percent of it goes to true instead of false? Throughout months, I observed and I learned; being polished by the environmental forces which had already shaped and transformed me into another brand new me, perhaps more on my thoughts and actions.

Conflicts and politics are the essential issue which will exist at anywhere, everywhere as long as there lives people. We tends to link up conflicts with another word - tired, am I right? Obviously not physically but mentally. People around might be the one who suffers more than those who are already involved in the circle of conflicts.


Management, is another heavy word which commonly spoken by business field managers as well as among employers. So as conclusion, do you manage your boss or your boss manage you? I came across this book when I visited to the bookstore, "It's not how good you are, It's how good you want to be" - by Paul Arden. What a good quote as well as book title, unfortunately I did not grab myself one, bet I will own it sooner or later.

Communication, is another skills which requires tons and tons of practices. As the quote sounds "Practice makes perfect", but I used to tease my friend by saying "as no one is perfect, so why do you still practice?" (just kidding!!!) We learn as we move on, and we still learn when we are growing, and we will still be learning when we are aging...learning never ends.


Disaster......beforehand, I'd like to pray hard for those whoever stay in Japan, including my host family, my hosting Lions Club as well as my host sister, praying hard for their safety and everything. Same goes to everyone else out there, please appreciate everyone around you especially your loved one. We wont know when the world is going to end, so let's make use of our day, make use of every hours, every minutes and every seconds.

By gones....I forgive, but I will never forget. Fresh memories stay with me for the entire lifetime. =)
Trust me, I am putting my very best foot forward on every single task that I involved in. Praying for a better tomorrow, always.

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value the value beneath

Holding a book titled 'tuesday with Morrie', a birthday pressie
Bookmark placed on page 157 half way of the stories
Yet lot of values I learned from previous pages
Regrets, Death, Family, Money, Forgiveness and etc...

Remembering once I was truly deeply disappointed over someone
Being cheated, trustworthy was torn
Fragile heart broken into pieces
Friends...Family...were among those who offered me warmth hands

Wondering...how many 10 years will be left in our life? 10 times? or 20?
Effort taken approximately 1 year for us to make new buddy
Effortless taken approximately 1 day to chase away an old buddy
How many true buddy will you be having after 20 years?

Positive regret causes beautiful remark, I strongly and always believe in
Remarks will turned nice if we're sincerely sorry over something which done wrongly
Ugly remarks will be leftover if we do not even realize our own mistakes
Life's short, I suppose every author emphasizes on it

Imagine how wonderful if you learn how to spell 'regret' & 'sorry' by heart
Money isn't essential but friendship is, do not chase away your friend day by day
People will forgive but they will never forget the scar carved
Stop acting as if a Kiddo, be a man and face reality

If possible, please grab 'tuesday with Morrie' by Mitch Albom
Either for your own sake, your family or whoever
Good karma goes after good people, bear in mind
Start to appreciate your friends instead of turning them down one by one...
All the best, that's what I'd like to convey to you...

PS: If you are reading this, please refresh yourself...you know who you are...

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Enjoying

Rains pouring, showering every creature

The flowers, the grass, the roads and the soil
Each drop of rains are actually dancing rhythmically
Rainbows always shown after rain, am wishing so do you.

Recently I have tons and tons, piles and piles of ups and downs emotions, wanting to blog'em up, but sad case that I couldn't spare out the extra time for blogging. I know I know, some of you gonna tell me, 'Bad time-management' or 'Time is always on your hand, depends on how are you gonna manage it'. Yea, I agree with the above mentioned, as I used to telling my friends about the exact, same thing, too.

Well...for the past few days, as I still managed to recall, I was poured with happiness and surprises. Promising I will blog them one by one when it comes to the right time. I think I will let my pictures speak on my behalf, I know wordy bloggie isn't attractive compared to pictures and colorful stuff. =)

Making fun with my friend's spec. Look nerd right?
PS: Saw the color of my hair??? =) ♥

Celebrating 21st birthday for bestie (from left: Me, Elisa and Janet)
Loving the color tone of my hair. ♥

Leo Activities: Recycled Project at Residence Area.
It was a project where I found it very interesting and fun-doing, as if I'm contributing a little but not much, at least, to our Mother Earth.
(PS: I had my hair dyed on the day before)

Leo Activities, again: Joint Installation
Congratulate to all those new Leos who's now joining the big family, being officially installed as a Leo.

Yes, sorry to bore you, Leo activities: Service Starts From Home - Care For the Elderly

Being an Emcee for a Vegetarian Food Fair organized by Triple Wisdom Hall.
Beside me is my partner, Dew Lim. She's lovely and pretty, isn't she?

Erhmm, should I classify him as my senior?
He's the one who taught me a lot no matter in Leo or being an Emcee, he's no one else but Kim, I used to call him Uncle Kim, punishment for him calling me after funny and crappy names. *evil laugh*

Spot me!
Yea, this is Malaysian-Chinese culture, we do enjoy holding lanterns on Mid-Autumn Festival, together the celebration goes on with mooncake.
(Reminiscing of the past)

Introducing another pretty and youthful lady, Vivien.
She came along the way from Kuala Lumpur and joined us for the event. ♥

No doubt that's me! We were asked to pose in a funny and creative way.

Attended my bestie's graduation ceremony.
PS: Congratulations!!! And all the best!

Lastly, I fell in love with Bloop de Paris - puff blusher. Especially the youthful pinky tone.
They are adorable and irresistible! Pampering myself with this product.

That's it for this post, probably it's overloaded activities that hold within a month.
What more? It's a superbseptember!


Introducing the song that I'm recently madly in love with.
Just A Dream Cover (Nelly) - Jason Chen & Vincent Joseph

Youtube at here.
Facebook for Jason Chen is right here.

PS: Vincent looks cool in this clip!

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Ferris Wheel

A Ferris Wheel also known as observation wheel or big wheel, according to Wikipedia.
(Picture from Wikipedia)

In this era, who doesn't know what ferris wheel is? Well, no offense. In case you don't, take a quick peep at the picture below.

Whenever I look at Ferris Wheel at funfair, it will reminisce me of the past, or reflecting at our life. We felt excited when we first stepped into the cubical cars; and we are eager to reach up to the highest point and observe things that has slowly became a tiny one where we are beyond everyone else, and soon...we slowly slip down after spending 1 big and complete round in our small cubical.

That kind of sensations is difficult to be expressed out in words, something like...smooth and yet nervous, excited and yet afraid and so on... Ever wonder why Ferris Wheel doesn't turn anti-clockwise? It applies the similar theory in life, we hardly having a 'U-turn' in life, or so called 'reversing'. As the quote sounds, let bygones be bygones, what is done is done. Don't ever complain life's so cruel so mean to each of us, but if it's not, why is it calling life?

Nothing's perfect, yes indeed it's true. But, we are practicing towards a perfectionist, ain't we?
Appreciate for whatever or whoever you're having now, will ya?

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The baby lizard murderer

It was a pretty cold night, where the girl just had her long and warmth shower after a cool rainy afternoon, and soon, she proceed to the balcony.

It was gloomy dark at the balcony, so she intended to switch on the light, but...."Naw! Let's go green and save the mother earth, more energy consumed if I switch on the light. Moreover, I can still see my fingers although it's in the dark", she murmured to herself.

Meanwhile, she thought of checking out the latest stuff in Facebook soon after she's done with her laundry. So, she quicken up everything and marched to her room. After the second marched, she froze, "Hmm.....something is wrong!!! Did I just stepped on something softy? Or...is it just probably a dirt?". No doubt, she twisted her head back, with a blur vision looking down on the floor and questioned herself, "What the hell is the darky stuff?".

She hestitated a while before turning on the light. Oh G-O-S-H! A bloody stain was left behind on the tile, her curiosity was killing her, so she squatted down and took a peep. "OH MY HELL GOD!!!", she screamed and hopped to the toilet bowl and started washing her feet with plenty of body soap. She's the murderer! She's the murderer! Only guilts filled up in her mind. A tiny, baby lizard was lying dead on the tile, with the tiny tail pumping and waving weakly as if it was calling for a rescue.



She lost her rational at that moment, hence, she begged for the mother's help. The mother spontaneously wrapped the body with a few pieces of tissue and dumped it into the bin and consoled her, "Everything's fine right now, my dear." The girl put herself in guilt, and prayed for the baby lizard. May the baby lizard rest in peace.

*Based on a true, real life story. It was just an accident with no any harmful intention. Exaggerations ways of writing may be included and it is just for sharing purposes.


P.S.: Obviously, 'the girl' in the story is nobody else but the author of the Bloggie, Ms Jesyca.

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Give me a break!

Human...we often heard friends around raving and complaining on how busy they are, how much effort they put on something they felt it's worth doing so, and so on. Well, actually, do they hit a pause and think of why are they so into those stuff? What are they busy for? And why are they busying with it? And what are the main purposes of the word 'busying' goes on?

At times, I tend to get my life on the go and working so damn hard to keep myself as busy/hardworking as a bee. And right now, I've come to the point, I try hitting the break pedal, and questioning myself, what do I actually gain from all those activities that I've been busying for? In conclusion, I've been blindly busying for it, whenever an activity ends, I feel proud of achieving and done with it; but do I ever learn something from the particular activity? The answer is so clear where I would never answer a Yes to it. I never look into the activity, or should I say reviewing on the past events, but instead, we tend to carry on and on...until the day where we started to realize what we've been busying for is actually for a Nothing.

That is why the decision has came to my mind, well...don't be surprised, don't be freaked off, yes I'm gonna quit from my part-time job, resigning from the voluntary society that I've been joining, and concentrating purely on my study. The reason behind is, I really need a break! Break! Break, it provides me the rooms for further improvements, it allows me to review myself in enhancing my skills or personality, it gives me the spare time to spend with my family and my dearest, it gives me time to think of what I'm gonna do next. It sounds so wonderful with the word Break, isn't it?

Sounds funny? Not at all.
Well, I know some of you might disagree with my statement above, anyhow, you are welcome to leave any comments.


Jesyca will be right back, after the Break! =)

PS: Have a break, have a Kit-Kat

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A letter to Daddy and Mummy

A letter dedicated to my parents. I am deeply sorry for my rebellant behavior.


Dear Daddy and Mummy,

When I was in Diploma
I promised,
I would study hard
I would not disappoint you
And yes, I did it!

Currently
I'm in my Degree Level
Similarly
I promised, again
I will study hard
I will never disappoint you

Daddy never ground me intentionally
Daddy never force me doing things which I don't want to
Daddy never give up on me, not even a second

Mummy's love is always the warmest
Mummy's care never ends
Mummy's heart is pounding for her kids

In Daddy and Mummy's heart, we (already an adult) always stay as a kid no matter how old we are. To them, we, as if we never grown up. They care, they nurture, and they concern us at every single moment. Their worries will never stop. At times, when we go further down, we tend to forget we still have our parents around us. Reflection, again Daddy reminded me of that. I've been putting too much effort on social networking, where I tend to neglected my studies and my family.

Well, my first tear rolled down, for the sake of I deeply love my Daddy and Mummy. When my second tear rolled down, I recalled how bad things turned out when I neglected them, for not accompanying them during the weekends and the only family day which normally falls on the Sunday. My tears burst out after I hugged Daddy for his heart-to-heart talk with me. Thank you for everything. Thank you for reminiscing me for the valued things which I have been holding on my palms - my family, my siblings, and my love.

I love you so!

Always Daddy and Mummy's girl,

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Shoo Away

stop it, stop bothering where nonsense thoughts are popping up
shoo them all away!
matters are perceived differently, by the intelligence, the thinkers and the criticizers
communication could be the biggest barriers between the groups
variation of culture practices could either be one of them, too
people comes, people goes
the people whom someone might have been waiting for the entire life
is it their Mr. Right or Ms. Right, they kept wondering days and nights
building bond from a stranger into someone important is neither an easy task nor a 1-day-task
'happily forever' has became the dream where everyone after it
those achievers can be numerical counted when 'how many' question arises
defining reality as cruel and bloody is indeed the unchangeable fact
for you and I, we can hardly deny the fact although we hoped it is not
understanding, keeping the pace a step closer could be the efficient step that should be considered
listening are far away more important than merely hearing - "I am hearing but I might not listening"
pounding heart, moving motions, sensitive intuition are all working fine
self-questioning continuously but without a clear outcome
for the reason why the teary heart isn't working fine

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Daddy's Cool

Daddy is always so cool and friendly as if he is playing a role as my friend.
We love teasing around, showing off our own strength to one another and yet
we do quarrel or should I said it as argue over a tiny mini matters.
Well, no doubt saying that Daddy has been pampering me all the times, no matter what I request for, normally he will promise it and put his best foot forward in fulfilling my needs and wants (but certainly, it must be reasonable and not beyond his limitation). This is darn lovely and wonderful, that I couldn't stop myself from sharing it among my friends.

I wonder have you ever heard of this traditionally quote, a daughter was a daddy's wife in their last life. Sounds a little make sense and yet ridiculous?
Well, sometimes I, myself do believe in this quote, too. Why?? This is proven in my family, as at times Mummy will tease daddy and me, saying that we are just like a sweet couple when we're walking side by side.

Daddy has been giving me spaces for privacy and freedom. He does not interfere me anymore (as he used to nag me and giving me tons of reminders) although he knows I'm currently into a relationship with a guy. That's sweet, ain't it?

When the time comes....Daddy starts to fully utilize his powerful and the one and only weapon, guess what? Read this. "This reddish apple must be sweet and juicy, can you cut them into smaller pieces for me?" said Daddy to Mummy. Well, such a cheeky girl like me, I grab the chance and tease him instantly, "Why wouldn't you just give it a bite, oh lazy...." Oh well...here it comes!!! Daddy says,"You love me, don't you? Show it to me then." So....I wont elaborate much here, you should know how I should respond right? Yea..cut the apple into pieces, and serve it right to him. You know what? That's my Daddy, Daddy's cool, ain't it? =)

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Diploma Graduation Ceremony @ G Hotel on 6th March 2010

Shall we let the photos do the speaking?

#1 - Greatest moment of all!

#2 - Seated accordingly for the ceremony

#3 - Mummy and Daddy

#4 - Happy moments are meant to be shared with the loved one
(Thanks for the lovely hand-made chocolate bouquet!) *huggie*

#5 - Leo Club Buddy, Akira

#6 - High School Best Buddy, Ai Phing

#7 - High School Buddy - Cindy Ng

#8 - High School Buddy - Khye Yen

#9 - Buddy, Monkey Daddy and Teng Mummy

#10 - Course mates - Yvonne (center) & Amely (right)

#11 - Head of Business School, Dr. Liew (center) & Amely (left)

#12 - Course mates - (from left to right) Hangen Tan, Yvonne, Fion Lim, Kuen Mun, Jesyca, Lay Fern and Amely

#13 - My College Buddy - Fion Lim

#14 - I am, moving forward towards a brighter future!
All the best, my fellow friends!

Special thanks to PN Lim who photo shoot for the whole ceremony. Dedicating deepest gratefulness to my parents, their hard work has finally paid off, absolutely with the continues supports from my brother as well throughout the 2 years and a half Diploma course. Specially thanks to my dear friends who dropped by to my Convocation ceremony, and their present had made my day became more meaningful!

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