-By Albert Einstein-

If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in their Life, then it means they had never tried a new thing in their Life.

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Everything fingers crossed

Kicking start it off with a simple Hi to all of you! I'm not going to explain further for my missing-in-action (MIA) for a few months as I will keep on throwing tons of excuses and bet they'll gonna bored you till the maximum. =)



Still, I'm furthering my study, estimating that I will be graduating end of this year, praying hard for everything went on smoothly (fingers crossed). Just like everyone else, first thing first, definitely I will get myself a job, this is what we called as life cycle isn't it, agree?


Realizing that I'm slowly growing towards the superstitious mindset, whenever obstacles occur, obviously I'll put the blame on the bad year of my zodiac. Who knows how many percent of it goes to true instead of false? Throughout months, I observed and I learned; being polished by the environmental forces which had already shaped and transformed me into another brand new me, perhaps more on my thoughts and actions.

Conflicts and politics are the essential issue which will exist at anywhere, everywhere as long as there lives people. We tends to link up conflicts with another word - tired, am I right? Obviously not physically but mentally. People around might be the one who suffers more than those who are already involved in the circle of conflicts.


Management, is another heavy word which commonly spoken by business field managers as well as among employers. So as conclusion, do you manage your boss or your boss manage you? I came across this book when I visited to the bookstore, "It's not how good you are, It's how good you want to be" - by Paul Arden. What a good quote as well as book title, unfortunately I did not grab myself one, bet I will own it sooner or later.

Communication, is another skills which requires tons and tons of practices. As the quote sounds "Practice makes perfect", but I used to tease my friend by saying "as no one is perfect, so why do you still practice?" (just kidding!!!) We learn as we move on, and we still learn when we are growing, and we will still be learning when we are aging...learning never ends.


Disaster......beforehand, I'd like to pray hard for those whoever stay in Japan, including my host family, my hosting Lions Club as well as my host sister, praying hard for their safety and everything. Same goes to everyone else out there, please appreciate everyone around you especially your loved one. We wont know when the world is going to end, so let's make use of our day, make use of every hours, every minutes and every seconds.

By gones....I forgive, but I will never forget. Fresh memories stay with me for the entire lifetime. =)
Trust me, I am putting my very best foot forward on every single task that I involved in. Praying for a better tomorrow, always.




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Take it easy

Life can be indeed very challenging; however it can be the other way round. I used to think that the everything doesn't work fairly when I met up with obstacles, when things do not work out as smoothly as I wished it would be. There seems to be various ways for different people at different situation to express their anger, or perhaps their depression. How about me? Absolutely I have my own way to. Sometimes I prefer to take a breezy walk along the beach; sometimes I do Blog; or I might be texting with my buddy to vent, and so on.

Will it sound so silly to roll down your tears whenever you're not in the mood? Some might agree but some might not. I personally will not be standing on both parties, instead I'd voice out it depends on what situation is actually going on. The only explanation is, I belong to this group of people, I myself, a person who might be classified as timid but brave at times; labeled as being happy-go-lucky but getting into depression too easily.

I do not get bothered on how would my readers feel after reading this post, BUT the only thing I am going to say is I AM HERE FOR VENTING! Please stop it now if you are worrying that I might be doing sort of silly stuff. I am thankful for everything as long as I am still healthy alive right now and still be able to blog. Great Enough.

I have been procrastinating my new blog entry on introducing my trip to Japan as a Youth Exchange Student. Swear that I really love and enjoy sharing things out, BUT BUT but...put the blame on blogger homepage where we are only allowed to upload 5 of our photos each time; unlike Facebook where we can create our photo album and upload as much as 200 photos freely and instantly by just a few clicks. Admitting that I might be slightly slobby, I will try my very best to click on "New Post" whenever I stick my ass on the desktop chair.

Now, I am going to name this entry as "Take it easy". Take my advise, whenever you are or wherever you are, takes thing as easy and as simple as you can. Life will be much more better if you are taking them on the positive side and not to be influenced by those negative thoughts.

Happy belated V-day to all of you.




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value the value beneath


Holding a book titled 'tuesday with Morrie', a birthday pressie
Bookmark placed on page 157 half way of the stories
Yet lot of values I learned from previous pages
Regrets, Death, Family, Money, Forgiveness and etc...

Remembering once I was truly deeply disappointed over someone
Being cheated, trustworthy was torn
Fragile heart broken into pieces
Friends...Family...were among those who offered me warmth hands

Wondering...how many 10 years will be left in our life? 10 times? or 20?
Effort taken approximately 1 year for us to make new buddy
Effortless taken approximately 1 day to chase away an old buddy
How many true buddy will you be having after 20 years?

Positive regret causes beautiful remark, I strongly and always believe in
Remarks will turned nice if we're sincerely sorry over something which done wrongly
Ugly remarks will be leftover if we do not even realize our own mistakes
Life's short, I suppose every author emphasizes on it

Imagine how wonderful if you learn how to spell 'regret' & 'sorry' by heart
Money isn't essential but friendship is, do not chase away your friend day by day
People will forgive but they will never forget the scar carved
Stop acting as if a Kiddo, be a man and face reality

If possible, please grab 'tuesday with Morrie' by Mitch Albom
Either for your own sake, your family or whoever
Good karma goes after good people, bear in mind
Start to appreciate your friends instead of turning them down one by one...
All the best, that's what I'd like to convey to you...

PS: If you are reading this, please refresh yourself...you know who you are...




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I'm back!

Just came back from my Youth Exchange trip, Japan. It was a superb enjoyable trip that I ever had, I spent 3 weeks in Fukuoka, Japan, staying at the house of my foster family. In the family, I'm the eldest, my host parents have 4 children, aged 21, 20, 17 and 11. All of them are very friendly and nice to me especially my host mother. Loving the culture and the people over there of which I myself highly respect the beauty of the culture and the norms shared among the Japanese.

Besides, thanks to my hosting Lions club of Saiki, all the Lion members treated me so great and nice...I really appreciate the hospitality at there. I will be sharing out my photos on my Facebook. Please add me there and feel free to view my photos and comments are mostly welcomed!

If you guys got no Facebook account, no worry!!! I will be sharing out some of my interesting photos on my blog, just stay tune and be with me~ Chinese New Year is just around the corner, everybody is busy with the preparation. You know what, I love Chinese New Year!!!

A photo of me and my leader, Yu-An. A very nice person of her.




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Happy 2011 a great new year

Yoo peeps!!!
If you guys still remember, I did mention about my trip to another country for 3 weeks' time. Yeah, exactly I'm now preparing for my Youth Exchange trip. Will be departing tomorrow. *exciting*

In other words, which means that there will be no updates from Jesyca's corner during that period.
Stay tune for more pictures sharing after that. Beforehand, I'd like to share some of my preparations.

#1 Souvenirs

#2 Penang souvenirs

#3 Gifts for my host family

#4 A token of gift to my host parents & the Saiki Lions Club,
representing me myself and my family.

That's all for now. Happy 2011 everyone!!!




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breathe


what if there's a lot of what ifs
what if tomorrow i would never be awake
what if i couldn't breathe out in a sudden
what if I lost my directions to discontinue my dream

darkness, is really terrifying me
been thinking through those what ifs...
what kind of solutions, problems, outcomes and so on...
only if I can control things within palms

repeating to question myself that...
am I making things worst
probably I'm a problem creator
probably my emo mode has never been switched off

how long can you live?
once I was asked by my teacher
I stunned, not fear to it but was thinking thoroughly
it counts on the breathe...

please appreciate those people around you
they are just adorable and perfectly perfect to fit in
all the best and wishing everyone merry x'mas



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空


请原谅我,最近都比较忙些课业之余,还忙搞活动,在学院参与了团体,所以上来部落各的时间就自然而然减少了少许。

这个学期里,该忙的都在忙着,生活中偶然难免有低潮,但,这些都是难免的吧?
学业上所承受的压力;活动上所面对的挫折;朋友之间的摩擦;交际上的沟通言语等等,都让我觉得很困惑,不知所措。

能解决的问题就理所当然不再是问题,那如果是无法解决的呢?懦弱的我会选择逃避,把头永远永远藏在乌龟壳里,更好的是不要把头抬起来了。很懦弱吧? 也或许藏到我觉得是时候解决了,那我也许会被迫硬着头皮去找答案吧。

记得之前一段时间,问过我的麻吉,“如果心灵上累了,该怎么冲刺?” 她给了我很多很多解决方法。 真的真的心灵上,觉得好累,不管是面对事物,人类都好,一切都觉得很假想很虚假,师父说,当多接触佛法后,就会了解一切既是‘空’,或许现在的我处于烦恼之中,需要时间来磨练吧。

拥有;失去, 是俩相反的东西。我珍惜我所拥有的一切,但,更害怕失去一切,这也许是人的贪念吧?属于你的始终会归于你,不是你的,再怎么留也只不过是个’空’。

华语的确比较好表达,但,也会把我的心情拉到最低点,我们应该开开心心面对一切不是吗?









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Enjoying

Rains pouring, showering every creature
The flowers, the grass, the roads and the soil
Each drop of rains are actually dancing rhythmically
Rainbows always shown after rain, am wishing so do you.

Recently I have tons and tons, piles and piles of ups and downs emotions, wanting to blog'em up, but sad case that I couldn't spare out the extra time for blogging. I know I know, some of you gonna tell me, 'Bad time-management' or 'Time is always on your hand, depends on how are you gonna manage it'. Yea, I agree with the above mentioned, as I used to telling my friends about the exact, same thing, too.

Well...for the past few days, as I still managed to recall, I was poured with happiness and surprises. Promising I will blog them one by one when it comes to the right time. I think I will let my pictures speak on my behalf, I know wordy bloggie isn't attractive compared to pictures and colorful stuff. =)

Making fun with my friend's spec. Look nerd right?
PS: Saw the color of my hair??? =) ♥

Celebrating 21st birthday for bestie (from left: Me, Elisa and Janet)
Loving the color tone of my hair. ♥

Leo Activities: Recycled Project at Residence Area.
It was a project where I found it very interesting and fun-doing, as if I'm contributing a little but not much, at least, to our Mother Earth.
(PS: I had my hair dyed on the day before)

Leo Activities, again: Joint Installation
Congratulate to all those new Leos who's now joining the big family, being officially installed as a Leo.

Yes, sorry to bore you, Leo activities: Service Starts From Home - Care For the Elderly

Being an Emcee for a Vegetarian Food Fair organized by Triple Wisdom Hall.
Beside me is my partner, Dew Lim. She's lovely and pretty, isn't she?

Erhmm, should I classify him as my senior?
He's the one who taught me a lot no matter in Leo or being an Emcee, he's no one else but Kim, I used to call him Uncle Kim, punishment for him calling me after funny and crappy names. *evil laugh*

Spot me!
Yea, this is Malaysian-Chinese culture, we do enjoy holding lanterns on Mid-Autumn Festival, together the celebration goes on with mooncake.
(Reminiscing of the past)

Introducing another pretty and youthful lady, Vivien.
She came along the way from Kuala Lumpur and joined us for the event. ♥

No doubt that's me! We were asked to pose in a funny and creative way.

Attended my bestie's graduation ceremony.
PS: Congratulations!!! And all the best!

Lastly, I fell in love with Bloop de Paris - puff blusher. Especially the youthful pinky tone.
They are adorable and irresistible! Pampering myself with this product.

That's it for this post, probably it's overloaded activities that hold within a month.
What more? It's a superbseptember!


Introducing the song that I'm recently madly in love with.
Just A Dream Cover (Nelly) - Jason Chen & Vincent Joseph






Youtube at here.
Facebook for Jason Chen is right here.

PS: Vincent looks cool in this clip!



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Ferris Wheel

A Ferris Wheel also known as observation wheel or big wheel, according to Wikipedia.
(Picture from Wikipedia)

In this era, who doesn't know what ferris wheel is? Well, no offense. In case you don't, take a quick peep at the picture below.


Whenever I look at Ferris Wheel at funfair, it will reminisce me of the past, or reflecting at our life. We felt excited when we first stepped into the cubical cars; and we are eager to reach up to the highest point and observe things that has slowly became a tiny one where we are beyond everyone else, and soon...we slowly slip down after spending 1 big and complete round in our small cubical.

That kind of sensations is difficult to be expressed out in words, something like...smooth and yet nervous, excited and yet afraid and so on... Ever wonder why Ferris Wheel doesn't turn anti-clockwise? It applies the similar theory in life, we hardly having a 'U-turn' in life, or so called 'reversing'. As the quote sounds, let bygones be bygones, what is done is done. Don't ever complain life's so cruel so mean to each of us, but if it's not, why is it calling life?

Nothing's perfect, yes indeed it's true. But, we are practicing towards a perfectionist, ain't we?
Appreciate for whatever or whoever you're having now, will ya?


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The baby lizard murderer

It was a pretty cold night, where the girl just had her long and warmth shower after a cool rainy afternoon, and soon, she proceed to the balcony.

It was gloomy dark at the balcony, so she intended to switch on the light, but...."Naw! Let's go green and save the mother earth, more energy consumed if I switch on the light. Moreover, I can still see my fingers although it's in the dark", she murmured to herself.

Meanwhile, she thought of checking out the latest stuff in Facebook soon after she's done with her laundry. So, she quicken up everything and marched to her room. After the second marched, she froze, "Hmm.....something is wrong!!! Did I just stepped on something softy? Or...is it just probably a dirt?". No doubt, she twisted her head back, with a blur vision looking down on the floor and questioned herself, "What the hell is the darky stuff?".

She hestitated a while before turning on the light. Oh G-O-S-H! A bloody stain was left behind on the tile, her curiosity was killing her, so she squatted down and took a peep. "OH MY HELL GOD!!!", she screamed and hopped to the toilet bowl and started washing her feet with plenty of body soap. She's the murderer! She's the murderer! Only guilts filled up in her mind. A tiny, baby lizard was lying dead on the tile, with the tiny tail pumping and waving weakly as if it was calling for a rescue.



She lost her rational at that moment, hence, she begged for the mother's help. The mother spontaneously wrapped the body with a few pieces of tissue and dumped it into the bin and consoled her, "Everything's fine right now, my dear." The girl put herself in guilt, and prayed for the baby lizard. May the baby lizard rest in peace.

*Based on a true, real life story. It was just an accident with no any harmful intention. Exaggerations ways of writing may be included and it is just for sharing purposes.


P.S.: Obviously, 'the girl' in the story is nobody else but the author of the Bloggie, Ms Jesyca.




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What if...

Headphones are tuned, music being played, blood flows after rhythm;
the night was torn by the lullaby.
What if...the headphones weren't tuned? Would I be placed in a cheerier mood?

Text-es were sent, feedback received, dreams broken into pieces, disappointment appears.
What if...message wasn't conveyed? Would it be better after all?

Seeing each others, clashes into river of love, promises were made, separation is unbearable;
the road not taken, due to distinct dreams formed.
What if...decision weren't made? Would we still seeing each other now?

Time flies, clock ticks continuously, we grow daily, kids to adult, matured way of thinking, cautious for steps taken;
we fall...we fell, we stand...we stood, learning is priority.
What if...we fall but never learned? Would we be able to move on confidently?


What if....
We made mistakes, we learn, we move on.
Those little imperfections that make life perfect.

I strongly believe, 'Regret' creates a colorful life.









Introducing a song, a OST from Korean Series Boys Over Flower, Do You Know by Someday.

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Give me a break!

Human...we often heard friends around raving and complaining on how busy they are, how much effort they put on something they felt it's worth doing so, and so on. Well, actually, do they hit a pause and think of why are they so into those stuff? What are they busy for? And why are they busying with it? And what are the main purposes of the word 'busying' goes on?

At times, I tend to get my life on the go and working so damn hard to keep myself as busy/hardworking as a bee. And right now, I've come to the point, I try hitting the break pedal, and questioning myself, what do I actually gain from all those activities that I've been busying for? In conclusion, I've been blindly busying for it, whenever an activity ends, I feel proud of achieving and done with it; but do I ever learn something from the particular activity? The answer is so clear where I would never answer a Yes to it. I never look into the activity, or should I say reviewing on the past events, but instead, we tend to carry on and on...until the day where we started to realize what we've been busying for is actually for a Nothing.

That is why the decision has came to my mind, well...don't be surprised, don't be freaked off, yes I'm gonna quit from my part-time job, resigning from the voluntary society that I've been joining, and concentrating purely on my study. The reason behind is, I really need a break! Break! Break, it provides me the rooms for further improvements, it allows me to review myself in enhancing my skills or personality, it gives me the spare time to spend with my family and my dearest, it gives me time to think of what I'm gonna do next. It sounds so wonderful with the word Break, isn't it?

Sounds funny? Not at all.
Well, I know some of you might disagree with my statement above, anyhow, you are welcome to leave any comments.


Jesyca will be right back, after the Break! =)

PS: Have a break, have a Kit-Kat

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Do you worth it?

Hi folks, another casual post from me again. I'm gonna blurt up my thinking about Friends. Well, I am convinced that each and everyone of us does need friends around, and we do enjoy being around with friends, am I right? Remember when we were young, how innocent and how cute of us who used to follow the culture input by the adults - we shake our hands when making friend with another before introducing. Sooner, this culture has been adopted by each of us, and we practice it every single time when we are meeting new friends.

As time flies, we started to learn from our mistakes, absorb the gist or the moral of our stupidity, and we try to avoid repeating the exact mistake again when we were put into the similar shoe. Or in short, our brain has begun to differentiate between true and false, black and white, and good or bad. The quote where we commonly shared among 'don't judge a book by its cover', well, I believe in this and I vow I am putting my best foot forward in implementing it on my routines. Whenever I meet up with someone or should I class him/her as stranger (at the first point), and my brain cells start working already - observation. No doubt, I am pretty sure that I am treating every friends of mine the exact way, no bias. (Probably I might be bias once a while, and sorry for that, no offense)

As a human, we own the ability to think wisely. After mixing with the bunch of friends for quite sometime, we are able to judge and do the classification by our own self, with or without sharing them out. However, in reality....nothing goes as perfect as you wished, things might be out of track, things might turn you down badly. Betraying, accusing, lies, back-stabbing and etc will soon be revealed out, and by the time you found it out, and peeling the lies in between as if layer by layer, it hurts you badly, ain't it? For me, yes, it will. At this point, if accusing has come to the picture, what am I gonna do next? Fight back? Explaining a millions of time? Remain silent? Let it be? Well, I will stick back to my own philosophy, if that particular friend (the accuser) worth it, never mind if I am to explain it either a millions or a thousands of time to make things crystal clear; if vice versa, then I will just remain silent and let it be, because he/she does not worth to be bothered at all!

I set it clear in my mind, I observed before I classify. (Please do not confuse yourself, I do not classify but I am observing when I first met with the new friend, I started classifying after mingle around for a certain period) 'A friend in need is a friend indeed' - means a true friend who comes to your aid when you're in difficulties. There are various types of friend, some are true and sincere friend, some are just exploiting, some are making fool of you, some are just good at crapping around, some are darnly good at 'acting', some are expertise in twisting facts around, some are purely for mixing around and so on... My advice is, be wise! The surface never reveal everything, everything.
PS: So peeps, what is your opinion or your own philosophy in making a friend?


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Kiloid


People are weird, at times, we are looking at every single and tiny stuff into something perfectionist; at times, we will not be bothered about perfectionist anymore as we used to quote 'life is extremely short and who cares?' Hence, how about an evil-looking left-over huge scar right on your arm, will you be bothered by it?


Scar and kiloid is different. As generally, keloid is a greatly enlarged scar that projects above the skin surface. The skin heals by formation of scar tissue, which at first is often red and somewhat prominent. As the months pass, a scar usually becomes flat. Unfortunately, sometimes scars enlarge to form firm, smooth, hard growths called kiloid. From the source of this website, you can easily having a clearer picture of the difference between the two of them.

Life is tough when passers-by are looking strangely at you as if you are such an abnormal kid. For someone like me who is slightly sensitive towards the way they look at me, uncomfortable is the only word I could ever described. Oh gosh! How pathetic it would be, by envying those youthful girls whose skin are fair, even and smooth, wearing sleeveless and lovely dress hanging out around with folks.

"Come on! Don't get distracted over such a small matter, tell me who doesn't has a scar either?", my friends urged me. However, that is why I was saying that human is extremely strange. At times, when my guts are back with me, I went outings with a spaghetti straps; and yet at times, I would just hide my kiloid off as if I do not own 1 neither.

Solutions and treatments are provided over the Internet such as surgical excision or injection and the cost is neither affordable. However, skin types play an important during the recovering period, too.

I am still, searching for my guts and courage. If I were to be successful, I will make a change-over on my style of dressing, definitely I bet I will!



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