mixed

Finally....i'm a step closer to a working adult, good news announcing that I've completed my study, yea...Degree study. At this moment I'm still waiting for the release of my results, absolutely I hope that I can get it all pass and kick start with my working life.

Human being is unique, especially if we were to compare between genders, a female and a male. Female, who are keen on expressing out themselves externally, they love sharing, caring and they will be speaking up their minds no matter they are upset or in cloud nine. Probably at times they prefer nagging, raving....just as simple as puking out tons of their thoughts, all and all they need is that someone lay back comfortably and listen to them. However, male who are not keen on expressing themselves, instead they prefer locking up their thoughts in their deepest heart without letting anyone to reveal their secret. Sharing is meaningless, that's what agreed by most of the males.

My mood swings, ups and downs just like a roller coaster, I couldn't help myself but just forced to stay on it. I'm too emotional to judge, to calm myself. A minute ago I was laughing out loud and a minute later; I might be crying helplessly. You might be questioning whether am I insane yet? No, I'm fine....just like any ordinary girl, all I need is only your concentration of listening to what I am or I will be saying. Simple tho?

All the above are just from my point of view. No hard-feeling and it doesn't represent anyone's stand. :)

17082011

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Good start with tree planting project

You might be worrying that my blog will started to shift more towards to Leo events than my own thoughts. Nah....sit back and relax, I will still be writing on my thoughts, with exception that it will not oppose anyone who are reading.

First of all, please allow me to share this great news around.... My new club is on the news!!!

THE newly formed Leo Club of Penang Metropolitan District 308 B2 kick started its programmes by planting 23 trees at the St Nicholas Home.

Its charter president Jesyca Leong, 22, said that it was the club’s way of showing that it cared for the environment.

“Since the formation of the club, we want to take the opportunity to leave a ‘positive mark’ somewhere and what better way to do that than to make the earth a greener and cooler place.

“The 23 Agarwood trees were donated by kind and generous individuals and also the Lions Club,” she said.

Green effort: Leong (right) and Lion Club International District 308 B2 Region 1 chairperson William Lim Kok Peng planting a tree at the St Nicholas Home, Penang

The recent event also saw the installation of 12 members of the board of directors in their respective posts, such as charter pre-sident, vice president, secretary and trea-surer.

Present to launch the event was Tanjung Bungah assemblyman Teh Yee Cheu.

(16th August 2011, http://thestar.com.my/metro/story.asp?file=/2011/8/16/north/9254442&sec=North)

Will be writing more.... stay tuned ^^

17082011

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After the storm comes the rain

After the storm comes the rain....this quote is usually used by people in describing a peaceful and warm sunshine after the storm hit the place. Regretting that I did not update my blog as often as I could, but promise I will be uploading more and more pictures from now on.

I am pretty much upset with all those stuff that happened around me for these past few months. Everything blasted out as quick as lightning, and we were not given a sufficient room to breathe, neither a thought. Fortunately, things got on smoothly and successfully. Probably I consider those 'outsiders' viewed it negatively, but to us, to me, and to my team....we are glad that we had been gone through this tough moment, and together here we are, we will achieve and strive for a better improvement and a better future. We Believe it! Rumors were flying around, arrows were shooting within, thank god that we were not hurt badly, we believe that the rumors creator will know when to seal his/her mouth off. As we strongly believe, again, time proves everything, everything! Please allow Mr. Time to say something, and YOU witness yourself. (Not intended to offend anyone, but if you are munching the chilli, you'll feel the spice)

I'm facing some technical problem in uploading my all photos to this blog entry, I will figure out it later. Please feel free to add me on Facebook. You may view all my photos on my profile. =)

Welcome!!!
My new team, Leo Club of Penang Metropolitan (Omega).

16082011

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简单不过的牢骚篇

最近

灿烂的笑容已离我远远的
眉头总是紧绷着
心事也渐渐地变成负担，压力

烦恼。。。
有人说，烦恼是掌握在自己的掌心里
当你觉得累时，痛时，就会松开你的掌心
毫无顾虑地，放开了一切

是你不够了解我？
还是你并没有把你的在乎给现出来？
糊涂的我，怎么也没发现
我们的距离是否变得越来越远？
还是，我们的性格原本就是来自两个不同的世界？

是爱犯了错么？
野蛮的我，固执的我。。。。
坚持相信我们是有未来的
只好不停地，默默地，给自己加油和鼓励！

加油！


与大家，
共勉之

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Process of Learning

Firstly, please do not take everything for granted!!! Process is still proceeding as we grow, day by day, year by year and occasion by occasion. Process is a must, as well as a path for us to grow maturity, catch up and be stronger than before. Question: Am I a failure in certain area??? I'd have my palm on heart and say it loud, "I'm good but still I can do better than this!"

Friendship...we are all surrounded by friends, which mean for those whom either you knew them or you did not, they are considered as your friend, at least, a hi-bye friend? I'm keen on making new friends, especially those across the boundary, which I am really proud of myself, frankly. =)

However, certain friendship will not be lasting...things just carry on that way, I'm not bothered to change anything or advise anything.... As if that friendship worth it, I might consider doing so.

Bravery...I wished that I can conquer my level of bravery in future. Receiving feedback commenting that I was brave in making certain decisions and I gained their respect. I must thank to those who commented, I know who you are. =) However, for things which I am very clear with or should I say as I am confident with, I will be very brave, even braver than other. If I were to put into a black box loaded with questions mark, as you know, lacking of confidence might degraded you and ended up things got done in a lousy and timid way. Let's take up that processes and challenges and paint it into another colorful piece of artwork, shall we?

Supporters are there, I know who you are. =) I'm just blog to cool myself. I hope that whenever I read this entry in the future, or for those who read it, may get the courage and braveness to keep your life going on, get fully re-charged whenever you are feeling down or lack of confident. =)

Let's work it out together!!! =)

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Everything fingers crossed

Kicking start it off with a simple Hi to all of you! I'm not going to explain further for my missing-in-action (MIA) for a few months as I will keep on throwing tons of excuses and bet they'll gonna bored you till the maximum. =)



Still, I'm furthering my study, estimating that I will be graduating end of this year, praying hard for everything went on smoothly (fingers crossed). Just like everyone else, first thing first, definitely I will get myself a job, this is what we called as life cycle isn't it, agree?

Realizing that I'm slowly growing towards the superstitious mindset, whenever obstacles occur, obviously I'll put the blame on the bad year of my zodiac. Who knows how many percent of it goes to true instead of false? Throughout months, I observed and I learned; being polished by the environmental forces which had already shaped and transformed me into another brand new me, perhaps more on my thoughts and actions.

Conflicts and politics are the essential issue which will exist at anywhere, everywhere as long as there lives people. We tends to link up conflicts with another word - tired, am I right? Obviously not physically but mentally. People around might be the one who suffers more than those who are already involved in the circle of conflicts.


Management, is another heavy word which commonly spoken by business field managers as well as among employers. So as conclusion, do you manage your boss or your boss manage you? I came across this book when I visited to the bookstore, "It's not how good you are, It's how good you want to be" - by Paul Arden. What a good quote as well as book title, unfortunately I did not grab myself one, bet I will own it sooner or later.

Communication, is another skills which requires tons and tons of practices. As the quote sounds "Practice makes perfect", but I used to tease my friend by saying "as no one is perfect, so why do you still practice?" (just kidding!!!) We learn as we move on, and we still learn when we are growing, and we will still be learning when we are aging...learning never ends.


Disaster......beforehand, I'd like to pray hard for those whoever stay in Japan, including my host family, my hosting Lions Club as well as my host sister, praying hard for their safety and everything. Same goes to everyone else out there, please appreciate everyone around you especially your loved one. We wont know when the world is going to end, so let's make use of our day, make use of every hours, every minutes and every seconds.

By gones....I forgive, but I will never forget. Fresh memories stay with me for the entire lifetime. =)
Trust me, I am putting my very best foot forward on every single task that I involved in. Praying for a better tomorrow, always.

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Take it easy

Life can be indeed very challenging; however it can be the other way round. I used to think that the everything doesn't work fairly when I met up with obstacles, when things do not work out as smoothly as I wished it would be. There seems to be various ways for different people at different situation to express their anger, or perhaps their depression. How about me? Absolutely I have my own way to. Sometimes I prefer to take a breezy walk along the beach; sometimes I do Blog; or I might be texting with my buddy to vent, and so on.

Will it sound so silly to roll down your tears whenever you're not in the mood? Some might agree but some might not. I personally will not be standing on both parties, instead I'd voice out it depends on what situation is actually going on. The only explanation is, I belong to this group of people, I myself, a person who might be classified as timid but brave at times; labeled as being happy-go-lucky but getting into depression too easily.

I do not get bothered on how would my readers feel after reading this post, BUT the only thing I am going to say is I AM HERE FOR VENTING! Please stop it now if you are worrying that I might be doing sort of silly stuff. I am thankful for everything as long as I am still healthy alive right now and still be able to blog. Great Enough.

I have been procrastinating my new blog entry on introducing my trip to Japan as a Youth Exchange Student. Swear that I really love and enjoy sharing things out, BUT BUT but...put the blame on blogger homepage where we are only allowed to upload 5 of our photos each time; unlike Facebook where we can create our photo album and upload as much as 200 photos freely and instantly by just a few clicks. Admitting that I might be slightly slobby, I will try my very best to click on "New Post" whenever I stick my ass on the desktop chair.

Now, I am going to name this entry as "Take it easy". Take my advise, whenever you are or wherever you are, takes thing as easy and as simple as you can. Life will be much more better if you are taking them on the positive side and not to be influenced by those negative thoughts.

Happy belated V-day to all of you.

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value the value beneath

Holding a book titled 'tuesday with Morrie', a birthday pressie
Bookmark placed on page 157 half way of the stories
Yet lot of values I learned from previous pages
Regrets, Death, Family, Money, Forgiveness and etc...

Remembering once I was truly deeply disappointed over someone
Being cheated, trustworthy was torn
Fragile heart broken into pieces
Friends...Family...were among those who offered me warmth hands

Wondering...how many 10 years will be left in our life? 10 times? or 20?
Effort taken approximately 1 year for us to make new buddy
Effortless taken approximately 1 day to chase away an old buddy
How many true buddy will you be having after 20 years?

Positive regret causes beautiful remark, I strongly and always believe in
Remarks will turned nice if we're sincerely sorry over something which done wrongly
Ugly remarks will be leftover if we do not even realize our own mistakes
Life's short, I suppose every author emphasizes on it

Imagine how wonderful if you learn how to spell 'regret' & 'sorry' by heart
Money isn't essential but friendship is, do not chase away your friend day by day
People will forgive but they will never forget the scar carved
Stop acting as if a Kiddo, be a man and face reality

If possible, please grab 'tuesday with Morrie' by Mitch Albom
Either for your own sake, your family or whoever
Good karma goes after good people, bear in mind
Start to appreciate your friends instead of turning them down one by one...
All the best, that's what I'd like to convey to you...

PS: If you are reading this, please refresh yourself...you know who you are...

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I'm back!

Just came back from my Youth Exchange trip, Japan. It was a superb enjoyable trip that I ever had, I spent 3 weeks in Fukuoka, Japan, staying at the house of my foster family. In the family, I'm the eldest, my host parents have 4 children, aged 21, 20, 17 and 11. All of them are very friendly and nice to me especially my host mother. Loving the culture and the people over there of which I myself highly respect the beauty of the culture and the norms shared among the Japanese.

Besides, thanks to my hosting Lions club of Saiki, all the Lion members treated me so great and nice...I really appreciate the hospitality at there. I will be sharing out my photos on my Facebook. Please add me there and feel free to view my photos and comments are mostly welcomed!

If you guys got no Facebook account, no worry!!! I will be sharing out some of my interesting photos on my blog, just stay tune and be with me~ Chinese New Year is just around the corner, everybody is busy with the preparation. You know what, I love Chinese New Year!!!

A photo of me and my leader, Yu-An. A very nice person of her.

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